Day 20, Month 1

I've been taking (expired) pregnancy tests every day.  All negative.  I think reality is starting to sit in for month 1.  Not that I would expect a positive pregnancy test at this point but I'm just not feeling it anymore.  I'm guessing all those earlier signs were completely psychological.  *Reality sitting in*

This reality has kinda killed my sex drive too.  I think I normally tend to dip at this point in my cycle anyway.  It's the lull before flow comes to visit.  At what seemed like 1am, my husband starting running his hands up my thigh and gently starting massaging me.  I was in such a deep sleep, I got up to go to the bathroom and then proceeded to growl at him when I got back in bed "just because you were awake, doesn't mean I was".  He gently let me know that it was 6am and the kids would be up soon.  As I laid there waking up, I realized I was in fact horny and since awake at this time, I might as well :)

30 minutes later the first child's laughter came through the monitor.  Whew, glad we got that out of the way before the monsters, I mean princesses, stormed our bedroom.